A little good and a little bad...

ok...so 2 major things happened this last week, one great and one not so good. I'll start with the bad. On Thursday I missed class and took Kaden to a birthday party for one of his friends from nursery. As we were leaving he started being really mean to me (yes and I am aware that he is 2). Lately Kaden has been talking back to me so much, it's not all the time but I can't get him to stop. So I locked myself in my room, I figured this was better than beating him:) After the kids went to bad I cried for literally 3 hours because I was just having one of those moments where I feel like a failure as a mom. I cried so hard I gave myself on of the worst migraines I thought Travie was going to have to take me to the hospital! Travis stayed up talking to me until 2:00 in the morning, and I am so grateful that I have an amazing husband who's sole purpose seems to be wanting me to be happy. End of bad story, I know it doesn't seem that bad, but it was a minor nervous breakdown (I believe that all moms are allowed at least 2 a year)!.



The good news...so many of you don't know that Travis - and me - have been having doubts about him going to medical school for the last year. We have told very few people because we just don't want to talk about it! We have been constantly praying and about a month ago we were at the temple and I recieved a semi-answer saying HAVE PATIENCE! Well Heavenly Father and I don't really see eye-to-eye on the whole patience thing, but seeing that fact that He is all knowing I decided to trust His judgment. So this past week I think Travis' - and my - prayer's were answered. All of these things just started to lay out right before us, it was like Travis' career path was being thrusted upon us! So after a lot of praying, and I mean A LOT of praying, we are 98% sure where our lives are headed. Sorry, I know this is annoying, but I don't want to say until we are 100% sure. My new answer when people ask about what Trav wants to do is "We are planning on being homeless". I still have little knots in my stomach and probably will until Travis is 100% sure, but I feel as if a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders! After I decided to just be patient and have faith, sure enough things just happened. I am so grateful for all of my friends who support Travis and I in everything we do! And just remember, I am counting on your hospitality when we are homeless!:) These are just a couple of pictures taken recently of the kiddlings!